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Monday, August 9, 2010
This is the third time im facing this kind of situation and i really hate. sigh* how pathetic i am, crying over a girl when i noe i dun stand a chance in the first place.
Guess im gonna burn all my money through initial d soon...
Regrets.
Guess im gonna burn all my money through initial d soon...
Regrets.
Run like the wind**
8/09/2010 08:33:00 PM
Thursday, August 5, 2010
im sad cos u make it so obvious tat u care for him even when i noe i dun stand a chance from the very beginning.
Run like the wind**
8/05/2010 07:00:00 AM
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Life is harsh.
When you are left alone, you can do all sort of stuff.
But, you will never be happy.
My heart ache for you.I want to share your pain.
When you are left alone, you can do all sort of stuff.
But, you will never be happy.
My heart ache for you.I want to share your pain.
Run like the wind**
7/28/2010 06:57:00 AM
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Since this is a abandoned blog.i shall dump all my real feeling here.
If you happened to find this, you are about the read my life.
B4 sec 2 , i watched Initial D the live movie and fell in love with car ever since.
, thus leading to me addicted to playin the arcade game. After school , i would just run home, changed my clothes , take some of my father money , then stay from 2pm to 5-6pm jus keep playin initial d only. forced to be challenged by gangster in the middle of 2-3am.Now im jus a retired oldbird , who still love the sense of speed.
i fell in love 3 times in my life, 1 in each school. 1 in primary, 1 in secondary and 1 in poly now.Currently the poly 1 give me the biggest heartache. cos she is so weak and vulnerable tat makes me wanna take care of her forever but she always rely on others and its always nt me.Once she said we could even become a married couple, tat really really made me very happy, even if it was short lived.yet she always said we are close, but hw close can we be, when im nt the 1 at ur side when u hav problems ? even ur girl friends noe later than him. this shows hw high he is in ur heart.
i duno since when i believed i hav multiple personalities, one which desires companionship, one which wans to be left alone, one which desires to make every1 around him happy, one which wans to piss ppl off, one which simply jus wan to die due to the sadness in the heart( i teared while typin this 1.).therefore i linked some of them tgt. i pissed ppl off is not only to tell them i wan to be left alone, sometimes im also tryin to test them, wad if im like this, wad will u do? blacklist me ? ignore me forever ? hate me ? why i wan to make ppl happy is cos ur wif the rest of the gang. tats why if i can make the rest smile, i would definitely see ur smile too and ur smile always put a smile on my face too, therefore making me wan companionship.the last 1 i always prefered nt to talk abt it since it can take forever to type it all out.i was nvr liked, best friended. im such a loner tat even i decide to cancel my relationship wif my parents if possible and jus travel around the globe wif my feets and live freely.
I say im a cloud, cos i appear and disappear without any1 noticing.Where is my destination, no1 will noe. The only clue is tat if u folo the wind, u will always find me there looking at u.
If you happened to find this, you are about the read my life.
B4 sec 2 , i watched Initial D the live movie and fell in love with car ever since.
, thus leading to me addicted to playin the arcade game. After school , i would just run home, changed my clothes , take some of my father money , then stay from 2pm to 5-6pm jus keep playin initial d only. forced to be challenged by gangster in the middle of 2-3am.Now im jus a retired oldbird , who still love the sense of speed.
i fell in love 3 times in my life, 1 in each school. 1 in primary, 1 in secondary and 1 in poly now.Currently the poly 1 give me the biggest heartache. cos she is so weak and vulnerable tat makes me wanna take care of her forever but she always rely on others and its always nt me.Once she said we could even become a married couple, tat really really made me very happy, even if it was short lived.yet she always said we are close, but hw close can we be, when im nt the 1 at ur side when u hav problems ? even ur girl friends noe later than him. this shows hw high he is in ur heart.
i duno since when i believed i hav multiple personalities, one which desires companionship, one which wans to be left alone, one which desires to make every1 around him happy, one which wans to piss ppl off, one which simply jus wan to die due to the sadness in the heart( i teared while typin this 1.).therefore i linked some of them tgt. i pissed ppl off is not only to tell them i wan to be left alone, sometimes im also tryin to test them, wad if im like this, wad will u do? blacklist me ? ignore me forever ? hate me ? why i wan to make ppl happy is cos ur wif the rest of the gang. tats why if i can make the rest smile, i would definitely see ur smile too and ur smile always put a smile on my face too, therefore making me wan companionship.the last 1 i always prefered nt to talk abt it since it can take forever to type it all out.i was nvr liked, best friended. im such a loner tat even i decide to cancel my relationship wif my parents if possible and jus travel around the globe wif my feets and live freely.
I say im a cloud, cos i appear and disappear without any1 noticing.Where is my destination, no1 will noe. The only clue is tat if u folo the wind, u will always find me there looking at u.
Run like the wind**
7/03/2010 07:59:00 AM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
I want to walk the path of solitude... but another part of me wants to hold her hand and walk together quietly. It is never fun to be alone, but the freedom I've gained is immeasurable.Sigh* the dilemma.
Freedom.Does it comes with a big loss?
Freedom.Does it comes with a big loss?
Run like the wind**
5/25/2010 10:13:00 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
Sigh~ why am i back ? cos a certain person asked me to write a blog which lead me to dig back my old rusty blog hahahahah...
Seriously why am i so emo at night. I guess it is because of the stupid moon. Chinese believe Yang energy come from the sun, while Yin comes from the moon. My element is fire anyway.
烟花易冷 is so nice hahahah ~
アイシテル is the first japanese word i learnt back in the old days. makes me feel so old liao...
Run like the wind**
5/10/2010 07:41:00 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
my heart hurts , hurts so much it more painful than ppl chopping off my limbs.
Am i born to be a loner , sometimes i wish time could just turn back.
Am i born to be a loner , sometimes i wish time could just turn back.
Run like the wind**
2/16/2008 07:45:00 PM